LETS TALK ABOUT HOW I'M OVER YOU BUT MY SUBCONSCIOUS ISN'T AND HOW THAT'S SO ANNOYING

You were in my dream a few nights ago,

And since then I can't get you out of my head.

I've been trying for a year now to put what happened to us into words.

But I tell you what--it is so hard.

Not because it hurts,

Or because there's too many feelings.

I'm having such a hard time writing about you

 because I'm trying really hard not to say the word douche anymore.